Am I That Bad?

Am I that bad? In other words, am I evil?

A so -called rhetorical question to myself. I just can't judge myself.

I know it's irrelevant to be all emo with trivial things as I could use that time to do other useful things. But then, I would love to straighten things out ,rather than just hiding behind the shadows, waiting for time to do its thing  (which I usually do all this while).

For now I'd like to focus more on tomorrow even though I can't run away from that certain matter forever.