Farewell December 2012.

An early farewell to December 2012 and also 2012. Thank you. I won't be emotional with that fact but I can't do much as everyone is too occupied with the new year's eve and 2013 countdown with their families and all. Trust me, I'm fine. 

Let's just listen to this. I never got tired of this song. Not sure why.

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Good morning/afternoon/evening  day to you beloved readers! I hope there's some people out there.

Finally, 2012 is about to end. 

I do not know what to say here. Darn.

I am aware that everyone's posting about farewell 2012, hello 2013 at the moment. I just don't feel like it. I'd love to appreciate the moment. 

Hah! I do not find the relevance of the previous statement since I started the day in jammies and staying indoors. 

Perhaps you are expecting me to contemplate and review the events and moments I experienced throughout the year. I guess not. I can't describe all that in 140 characters or more. Lame excuse. 

I am glad and very grateful hot things are up to this point. 

How about resolutions? You may ask. Well, I would not like to talk about that but I have this birthday wish list. I admit that I am not fretting with the fact that the advent of 2013 marks the second decade of living for kids of my age. Despite the fact that the suffix '-teen' won't appear in our age anymore but it won't hurt if we turn twenTEEN instead, right?

Boxing Day.

Today's rendezvous was beyond spectacular. It made me reevaluate (almost) everything that revolves around me.

I am aware that the previous statement seems cliche but I'm sure you wouldn't believe me when I admit that it is true. The warm and fuzzy feeling that you get when (almost) everyone that you care about are all gathered together.

If only I could pause the time from moving on and just observe everything around me at my own pace, that would really make me understand how everything relates to one and another and a simple (sometimes crucial) decision can make a difference. If only I could be mature enough to do that.

Another attempt to express my feelings and be true to myself, failed. What's wrong with me?

I guess I am trying my best to accept the fact that everyone has and is moving forward. I am still stuck in the past and present. I chose this path and I am and have to deal with it. Not saying that I'm ruing any part of this path and life. Sometimes I wonder, what would've happened if I explored and continued on with the path that I had taken before? How would that affect everything that revolves around me? How would everyone be affected and when?

Whew, I didn't know that this post would be so bitterly emotional and rhetorical

I apologize for being ungrateful and ruining the blessed and wonderful day. Not only that, I learned that I should be more careful with my actions: me spreading the happiness, whilst someone else is dreading with some problems or feeling doleful when someone they love very much leaves for good and the former did not get to say goodbye.

I am deeply sorry.

Enough with the emo ramblings.

I miss my co-pilot. I miss the fact that we usually really spend time together during car rides, despite the fact that some of our conversations during the rides are inappropriate to be discussed when a person is driving. That makes the rides very meaningful, at least in my perspective.

Why do I feel that this post makes zero sense? I need to clear my mind, pronto!

Snowflake.

I have been waiting for this song to be uploaded on Youtube. Actually, I anticipated the music video. The song was released on Jason Chen's website long ago.

I was totally mesmerized with the description:

"My first attempt at a Christmas Love Song! Snowflakes are unique, much like a fingerprint - there are no 2 identical snowflakes. So this is for song dedicated to that one person in your life who is irreplaceable..." -Jason Chen

It really blew me out of the water.

I need to work on expressing my feelings with confidence. Nah, that's impossible and definitely useless.

Enough with the trivial ramblings. I'll try my best to find time to play this song by ear. I can't help myself from being sentimental with ballads.

Hopefully you'll fall for this song too.

Just to be clear, I'm into the music, okay? I think.

Greetings December 2012.

Hello everybody!

Man, it's good to be back. Here, at Blogger.com.

First and foremost, I'd like to apologize for 'bailing out' on you, my respectful readers out there and also for abandoning this site.
I've been piled under tons of assignments, coursework  tutorials, quizzes, pop quizzes, tests and the finals. I admit that I really lost control of time for myself. I guess I am growing up (duh), training and adapting myself to be a more sensible person after all. Experiences taught me a lot.

That experience of experiencing experiences is indescribable.

Okay, that was awkward. I really have to start writing journals, again. I don't express as much as I do, back then. Thank goodness, the finals has ended and that marks the beginning of the term break. Finally, the time to unwind, kick back, relax and sleep!

I know it's already mid December, but Greetings December 2012 and too bad I did not get to bid November 2012 farewell.

It won't be long till the break ends. I have to go back in 3 weeks' time for Summer 2013.

Yes.

Summer.

That happens when your college is using the Southern hemisphere school system.
So much of preparing oneself for the life in the Northern hemisphere and in the end, ending up at the other end of the hemisphere.