The day began with me, feeling normal and quite confident with myself with the Calculus test.
Some time before the test started, I felt queasy, had the test jitters and all.
During the test, the emotions felt was very indescribable, stumbled across 2 questions that costed me 11 marks. My reaction was:
Well, let's just ignore that fact.
I felt very excited and all hyped-up after the test since I was looking forward to a rendezvous with some people, whom I looked forward to meet since a long time ago.
I learned that I am not good at surprises. We planned to send someone off at the airport without the person knowing the whole plan and it failed miserably.
I had zero idea how to describe how I felt at that time, I can say I was devastated. I just couldn't explain myself with everything that happened. Not sure why I didn't have the guts to give the person a call. Maybe due to the fact that that person didn't reply my farewell text message, (which that person usually would do) and another peculiar thing was that person didn't check in via Foursquare.Only when I did( when I was about to leave), that person found out and checked in too. Tried my best to contain all the disappointment and stay normal. I guess we were not meant to meet up before that person left. I knew that I had to wait until my birthday next year for that person to come back for another break.I am very sorry for everything. I really am.
Let's pray that the semester break will fall on my birthday week! Haha!
Despite all that, I couldn't be more happy and thankful that I got the chance to spend the time with my accomplices for yesterday. We did catch up with each other's life progress. To spice things up, I love the fact that we still have our very own antics and was able to endure all that, which really made my day.
In order to make myself feel better, I went to a bookstore year-end clearance sale. I guess it did help make me feel better. One does not simply tear a bibliophile and tomes apart. The sad thing is, I can't read and finish them in the nearest time being. Too much homework. If only I could freeze the time and just experience the world of action-packed spies and philosophy (yup, I decided to change the genre!)
I am pretty sure I make more sense today. Listening to this makes me tap to the beat.
I hope I described well in this post.
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