Emotion Commotion.

Yesterday I felt multifarious types of feelings. With me being aware of it the whole time. Usually I am very ignorant with that trivial matter.

The day began with me, feeling normal and quite confident with myself with the Calculus test.

Some time before the test started, I felt queasy, had the test jitters and all.

During the test, the emotions felt was very indescribable, stumbled across 2 questions that costed me 11 marks. My reaction was:

Well, let's just ignore that fact.

I felt very excited and all hyped-up after the test since I was looking forward to a rendezvous with some people, whom I looked forward to meet since a long time ago.

I learned that I am not good at surprises. We planned to send someone off at the airport without the person knowing the whole plan and it failed miserably. 

I had zero idea how to describe how I felt at that time, I can say I was devastated. I just couldn't explain myself with everything that happened. Not sure why I didn't have the guts to give the person a call. Maybe due to the fact that that person didn't reply my farewell text message, (which that person usually would do) and another peculiar thing was that person didn't check in via Foursquare.Only when I did( when I was about to leave), that person found out and checked in too. Tried my best to contain all the disappointment and stay normal. I guess we were not meant to meet up before that person left. I knew that I had to wait until my birthday next year for that person to come back for another break.I am very sorry for everything. I really am.

Let's pray that the semester break will fall on my birthday week! Haha!

Despite all that, I couldn't be more happy and thankful that I got the chance to spend the time with my accomplices for yesterday. We did catch up with each other's life progress. To spice things up, I love the fact that we still have our very own antics and was able to endure all that, which really made my day.

In order to make myself feel better, I went to a bookstore year-end clearance sale. I guess it did help make me feel better. One does not simply tear a bibliophile and tomes apart. The sad thing is, I can't read and finish them in the nearest time being. Too much homework. If only I could freeze the time and just experience the world of action-packed spies and philosophy (yup, I decided to change the genre!)

I am pretty sure I make more sense today. Listening to this makes me tap to the beat.

I hope I described well in this post.

Invisible

I love being invisible, I'm there but I prefer people to ignore me, rather than wasting their precious time handling/ enduring my puerile antics.

So much of anticipating the video, when I saw the title  Jason Chen Feat. Megan Nicole, I thought it was going to be a duet or something like that. Turns out that Megan was the heroin in the MV.

At least I'm trying to find my senses through music.


Random (not so random) thought:
Why can't we hang out the people we want to be with so badly? Why do vultures have to invade our personal space and breathe our air? Why can't they do that to other people instead?

Snow cap.

Not sure why, but I am loving my not-so-new snow cap.

I ran out of ideas for the title and the post, okay? I don't describe much as I use to back then.
What's wrong with me? I have no idea. My mind's all cluttered now.

I should be preparing for Friday's Physics quiz and Saturday's Calculus test, yet I'm here.

I can say that there's nothing much to describe, though. Everything seems pedestrian and all. Still in the midst of adapting with the whole situation despite the fact I'm in school for the past 3 months.

I need to find my heart and soul. I guess I left it somewhere. Since I'm loving my snow cap, I am pretty sure that I still have some emotions in me.

Deciding whether to agree or disagree to a topic for my research paper is very confounding for an indecisive person like me.

Choosing someone to propose to is much easier than saying oui or non to a conflicting essay topic. Well, at least on my part, it's not that I know anything about the former. Let's just ignore this statement.

It looks like everyone's back for the mid-term, year-end break, yet I'm still stuck with school.

Don't get me wrong, I don't dislike school.

The other day:

Some notorious kid in class keeps getting on le teacher's nerves and the whole class ended up getting into trouble i.e. quizzes popping here and there. That kid doesn't have any sense, just plain selfish. I usually despise people but I couldn't contain the rage in me the other day. I mumbled "I despise you (referring to that kid)" before le teacher handed out the quiz papers until some of them sitting near me told me to keep calm. I controlled myself, but not that well, I exerted extra force on my paper and I was pretty sure that everyone, even le teacher could hear me writing on my answer scripts.

I'm glad that I did the Maths for the cycle of the pop quizzes. Basically, I keep myself prepared for any circumstances.

The good news: Got the quiz paper back earlier today. Scored full marks on the previous pop quiz. May I be motivated and prepared at all times.


Wow, I just notice that I wrote a lot for this post. Even though it doesn't make any sense, but this is how I work on my research paper, just to keep myself going and eschewing procrastination by all means.

I long for a beach excursion, but with this kind of weather, I shall resume my reverie.

I don't make sense. I don't have any, except for the basic 5 senses.

The Crooner.

I guess I got part of my niche back.

Really digging this song, at the same time switching to another genre for the time being.

The first few times I heard the song, I thought it was Michael Bublé but it wasn't.

Imagine yourselves having the voice and the looks. It's just, wow.

Greetings November 2012!

November! What took you so long? Never mind that, I am glad you're here! Well, I am unsure about that.

I am  19 and 7/12 (GMT +8.00)today!

No more DSTs, convoluted with all the time zone difference thing.

I do not know what to rant about. I guess I need to find my blogging niche.

Bracing myself for the upcoming quizzes, tests and anything college-related. You name it.